Jan 8, 2017
Don’t Ask Me.
1-9-17
Everybody is an expert these days. Pundits know more than politicians. Bloggers know more than pollsters. People at McDonald’s know more than the president. (The funny thing is, many times these things are true! But, to continue the thought…) Our brother-in-law knows more than we do, whatever the topic; our spouses usually are correct, even when we don’t admit it; and the most aggressively ignorant voter has the same power as policy wonks do.
It is the Age of Experts. Not “expertise,” not wisdom, necessarily, but opinions transcendent. Opinions are not facts, but these days they carry the same weight.
With all the humility I can muster, I want to go on the record and say that there is a LOT that I don’t know. Many of us are tempted to assume, or project, or – let’s be honest – fake an answer, when we are asked things. People ask casual questions or sometimes cry out with anguish about heavy issues. How dare we presume to know things we don’t, whether from positions of false pride or assumptions of merciful comfort.
It is honest to answer casual questions, “Beats me!” And it is liberating to respond to a hurting soul, “I don’t know! I just don’t know either.”
I don’t know why a child who has been loved and nurtured “turns out bad.”
I don’t know why a lovely, innocent child is brutalized by a predator, or killed in an accident.
I don’t know why a youth who turned into an addict, a drunk, an abuser, or a criminal, one day turned his or her life around and became a redeemed soul, ministering to others.
I don’t know why people, especially the kindly folks among us, contract deadly diseases.
I don’t know why people with “incurable diseases” get healed; as I have seen, cancers disappearing, dead limbs coming to life, restored sight.
I don’t know why spouses who are in loving marriages cheat.
I don’t know why rich people steal, or powerful people needlessly scheme, or political leaders oppress.
I don’t know why some people forsake all worldly goods and live among the poor, serving the weak and rejected.
I don’t know why religious people unfairly discriminate, or some of the clergy sexually abuse children.
I don’t know why, in lands of freedom and opportunity, people are lazy, “entitled,” lawless, anti-intellectual, hateful.
I don’t know why our society, despite all its blessings and its heritage, careens to the bottom of the culture’s dumpster, glorifying low morals, lack of respect, and self-glorification.
I don’t know why a nation founded on liberty and goals of equal rights, marches toward government controls and regulation.
I don’t know why a scientific society can, at the same time, devise miracle cures and means of prolonging life… and perfect ways of killing babies more efficiently, with easier consciences, and increasingly by edict.
I don’t know why a country can brag about democracy at home and impose non-democratic systems on other nations.
I don’t know why a country with crumbling roads, bridges, tunnels – and morals – insists on scurrying after such concerns elsewhere in the world.
I don’t know why, with all of our “progress,” humankind seems worse off than ever. Religious persecution, deaths and torture, ethnic cleansing and barbarity, are rife. I don’t know why.
I really don’t know why the Creator of the Universe loves me. Knows me, cares for me, sacrificed His Son for the punishment I deserve as a crummy, rebellious sinner. I don’t know. He tells me; it’s in the Bible; the Holy Ghost whispers to my spirit. Sometimes I know, with gratitude, but sometimes it overwhelms me.
Those are a few things I don’t know. I don’t know why people forgive – or how they can forgive, sometimes. I know we SHOULD, but… I just don’t know why or how.
But God does. That I DO know: God knows.
Comforted by that fact – not opinion – I know that there are things I do not need to know, personally.
When we don’t know the answers, and don’t even know the questions sometimes, that’s when we pray. Pray for answers. Pray alone. Pray together.
When I am comforted by the assurance that I do not need to know all the answers because He does, I have come to the definition of Faith.
I don’t know. He does. Ask Him! He will lead you to all Truth.
+ + +
Click: Go Ask the One
This touched my heart. Made me cry. Tomorrow is a very sad anniversary, and I don’t know why it had to happen the way it did. But I KNOW that God loves me and will always be with me. I love the fact that I don’t have to lean on my own feeble understanding but can trust in God as He guides my path.
I so agree: faith is knowing that God has the answers … even if He never shares them with me. He knows, and that is enough!